Thursday, February 15, 2007

I ate far too many eggs today; the faintest relation

Kyaa...scary. He is mad at me. (sigh)

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Baked to a perfect crispness, it rises. She presented it to her late grandfather's customer who was delighted at the revival of a dead dish. Then she poured gravy over it and it crumbles from a perfect ball to pieces and along with it, the customer's eyes fell.

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Mana took a cab though she wasn't in a rush and struggled to keep awake throughout the journey, defeating the purpose of taking a cab.

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"Here is your warm coffee." she said before putting the egg and cheese sandwich on the table and smiled at the woman. "It's on the house."

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"Hello, can i take the seat here?" Hazel asked with a sweet smile.

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"I am so thirsty i could drink a cow."
"Unless you are a vampire."
"Wouldn't i be a were wolf?"
"Only when it is full moon."
"It isn't."
"Which is why you own a coffin."

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No time!!!! (swings open door) Everyone startled. In time!!

"So have you copied finish?" He asked almost smugly.
I gave him a weird look. "I am doing question 2g."

Dark mood syndrome and he is the unlucky one (winces). Why is he bullying mother-in-law?

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End of day but my hearts feels heavy.

Wonders in wonder how everybody can look different. Tries to observe discretely. Averts eyes with front guy. Listen.

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Met up with Shadow Star and she brings 198 with her. Thanks for bringing me good luck even though i seem to do otherwise...wretched WHY??!!

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"v" day:

Did the noticeboard the day before (can't believe i actually volunteered) and thought that it was ugly but now, it seems okay, i think.
Made v cards during the breaks and give them out along with presents throughout the day. Hope no one felt unincluded because that is one of the saddest emotion anyone can feel. I am still so idiotically shy, especially giveing guys stuff, though i don't know why...actually, that is not true, it is just my brain worrying too much.

Don't understand Cherry. Sometimes it feel like he is taunting me and i deal with this with rudeness (yeah, underneath everything, i am basically not a nice person) then he becomes angry. Okay, I can never lie much when asked of my opinions on others but i also cannot bear to say negative things of others (basically, i lie by omission) You can't please everyone, apparently, you can piss them off easily this way. Yes, it is my fault for not being able to socialise like most people. Okay, problem stated, too many too many times too. Solution?...stalk socially-abled people's blog and learn? Resolve self-esteem issues? revolve life around helping others...umm, i believe in helping self before being able to help others.

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One day, i'll look back and shake my head at all these.

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