Holidays are when karma starts to make whatever bad things i do count. The first week into it, diarrhea welcomed me followed by fever which breaks off after balance-type headache. The second week started with diarrhea again before initiating coughing which became violent in the middle of the week and mellowed down at the end but continued into the third week. Just when it finally seemed to have disappeared in the forth week, rearing its head occasionally, diarrhea the third time and rashes. I truly hope this is paying off the bad karma i had accumulated this year, which was especially bad compared to the rest of my life. If it is still payment for past life's karma, then i would have a huge debt awaiting...
A weakness i really want to conquer: my cowardly, easily agitated heart. Because of it, i had offended the co instructor. Now i am sure he hates me so i must prepare to apologize for the disrespect i did. Now that i have wrote it out, i cannot back down from what i said i would do.
3.55 pm: Voila, the third time i am getting medicine during the holidays. At least there aren't any large pills. Ha! Pills would not trouble me ever again for i have (mostly) mastered the art of taking them during the course of my coughing medicine.
My rash seems to be making me susceptible to low temperature. It rose goosebumps when the rain went away. There are smatterings of red spots at the back of the lower hands, tapering off at the hand. Red patches colour the upper part of the hands, covering the shoulders and reaching over the back. The back of my ears feel itchy and my sister confirmed the settlement of redness there. A few red dots found their way on my stomach and legs...They are quite scary looking actually and i think the cold worsen them. (sigh)
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